hellos everyone!!
sianx i having flu!! arhh! exam is on wednesday!!DAMN IT!!hah!
jux done my hmwrks..
today after sch.. went hm.. while on the way we pass a bus stop and i SAW HIM!! me n mel were they screaming!
Thn he like so damn emo larhhx!! i suddenly miss him alot!):
haix..
.. MUX TRY MY BEST!! JIAYOUS!!
haha!!
ALL THE BEST FOR MYE!
BYES!!(:
POST 2MORO(:

BOy i really thought that i'd move on
but still i find myself asking

do u still think of me like i think about u
do u still dream of me cos i cant sleep without u
tell me if time should make a change
then why do i feel the same
your love has got me addicted

ARGH!! Idk y!! thought tt time shld heal everythink?
bt why do i feel the same?
wanted to forget you!

Labels: thought tt i move on..

Today.. gt up at 6.45 like tt thn when back to slp.. thn 7.15 wake up again.. alarm ring!.. was suppose to jog at 7.15.. bt none of us( me,my sis, matt ,marcus) woke up.. haha so nvr did.. thn wake up at 10 lie on the bed n thinking of ahem* haha(: thn went for tut. after tt go hm. on com.. play game.. thn my aunt msg me ask me whether wan go watch movie anot.. thn i replied yes.. thn off we go! i saw jaijun(6c) he dun rmb me! SOB SOB!!): haha
when to watch 'Knowing' love the starting and the middle bt the ending?? is kinda odd if u ask me..
thn he corl me for awhile thn he said he corl me back ltr..(still waiting*tap tap*) .. nw reading Harry Potter nid to write summary abt 160 word for each chapter.. must write frm chapter 5 to 10!! ARHG!! add up must at least have 1000 words!! haha!
Post next time!(:
byes!(:
ALL the BEST!! MYE!!(:

Today is normal.. jux went to sch at teh same time.. after sch went to mac wif marcus mel ada and my laogong(: haha(: after tt went to vb training thn see him.. he like change( i think so) idk? haha i oso dun care.. after tt mel is like so scare of me lorhhx..(: haha after vb trainin veri tired. thn hand cramp! sianx! hhaa bt i still cn type(: .. nw im jux posting and thinking of him.. (: bt of cz studies too(:
haha
ok then
i write till here
byes guys!(:
WIll miss u guys!
Takcare and all the best for MYE!!(:

Labels: All the Best for MYE

ISNT THERE ANYONE I CN REALLY TELL A SECRET TO?!
No matter who i tell end up will be told out!
I thought u cn be trusted bt end up.. u tell him.. and nw he like Sibei gao bei larhhx!
!!
NOBODY CN BE TRUSTED!

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Today .. nth much happen.. erm msg a few ppl.. and nth much..
haha
afternoon went to yishun mrt the Ntuc thn ltr go Cold Storage.. Wa Piang saw almost of my class the ppl ther!!
thn they were like .. saying our name so loudly larhhx.. sibei Paiseh sia!
haha after tt i went washrm wif valerie and took so pictures!(:
here it is!

Well, today? nth much happen...
haha(: went to sch as per normal..
2moro gt 2 tests?! WTH!
Chinese and Lit?!
Haix!
Wa Piang today Miss Chew Siao wan larhhx!
oso nt our fault thn oso drag us down for wat?! nid copy question and do!
Stupid larhhx!
ALL THXS TO 1E6!
THXS ALOT ARHHX! THXS TO YOU GUYS WE NID TO DO MORE WORK AND IS DUE 2moro!

I had enough ppl ti siao-ing me!
I had enough ppl say me dumb!
I had enough ppl saying me noob!
I really HAD ENOUGH!..

Well..today is kinda bored so i decided to post earlier thn ever(:
haha
well nth much happen.. have my breakfast at 603 thn wen to my mum's garden for awhile and nw im home(: .. listening to songs(:
Sometime i really wish there is another 'him' to appear right now! if nt i really dk wat to do ..
without him.. is abit more thn i cn stand..
tears. sometime they jux keep running down my face..
did a foolish thing which i was not suppose to..
bcz of u .. i did it again! sometime i really think that is real foolish!
bt no use staying in the past bt i jux cnt help it..
everything jux come back to my mind whenever i pass that road..
haix..

Labels: Pls Get Out Of My Mind

nth much happen today? haha jux went for tution at 11, until 2 thn go hm..
on the way went to buy bubbletea for my sis and my maid..
reach hm i did nth except sitting infront of the com.. so damn bored lorhhx! still havent do my chinese yet..
Marcus like to ti-siao me larhhx! i hate you!
haha jux kdding.
bt i had enough ppl ti-siao-ing me liao lorhhx! i hate it!
i dun noe wat to do now..
im bored..
haha

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Well.. today is the DAY!! was so damn nervous bt when i was on stage i was nt so nervous..
haha
bt when we were suppose to say the "ncc" thing.
the screen went blank! they the ppl was like :'AHH!!' cz they were the main characters for the parade segment.. thn we gt no choice we skip the whole part of it.. which almost make almost half of the script! after tt the teachers say we were good and tell us nt to worry abt the thing as it is nt our fault.. haha after tt we enjoy the ceremony part!(:
after tt i wen to mac wif let. fila.mel and marcus(usher)
thn i went ther sometink unpleasant happen.. i cried.. i try to hold back my tears bt i cnt it jux flow.. and fila told me somethink:'Life has up and down, once it past u shld jux move on. no use staying in the past.. Life isnt a bed of roses.."
tt wat she say!(: and i listen to her bt i still cnt move on. idk y..
haix..
i hope i cn forget him ..
Sry to make you guys worried abt me..

Well, today is nt really a long day(: haha i reached hm abt 5 plus(: today we got rehearsal jux for us(: haha
OMG! 2moro is the day! i so damn nervous!! idk wat to do sia! wish that he is nt going 2moro if nt i really cnt concentrate on my script!!
Im so Neverous! i dun have confidence in myself!!
ARHH!!
im crazy!(: LOLS?!
haha
so happy that no hmwrks for maths! english! Science! And others except for history and chinese, bt i dun mind doing it!(:
bt it will be other day!(:
haha
i think i will write
byes!(:

Labels: Nervous and no Confidence

WOOTS!!(: Today Mr Harsin Treat us KFC!!!(: haha thxs!(:
well, actually supposed to go hm at 3 bt instead i reach hm abt 6 .. haha u guys wondering what was i doing rite? haha i Nid to cut and paste the script on to the cards.. haix it took up alot of time... sianx sia! mel and them do alot more.. is like so damn long sia! thn talk to Mr Harsin. and i have no idea how i tell him to blanjah us! haha!(: 2moro gt another rehearsal jux for us(: and Friday is the BIG DAY!!!
OMG!! i Scared ther are mistakes and my english sucks man!! Wish me all the best on this friday and of to other too!!!(:
jiayous! NCC GUys!(: After this Friday we cn REST!!(:
ALL the BEST!!

Well, today gt volleyball training as per normal.. really wish cn stop seeing him sia! if nt he will keep coming back into my mind! ARGGH!!! i really hate it! Still wondering wats so gd abt him! i was to foolish to accept!!!
watever..
jux done my maths hmwrk..
havent study for my tests 2moro! sianx English is informal letter writing while Geog is abt climate thinky!!
haix.. i think im gonna fail.. cz i cnt rmb anythings nw.. my mind keep playback wat happen sia! tt the worst PARTS!! ARGGH!! going crazy!! wat am i gonna?!

Stayed in sch until 5 pls or 6 thn go hm..
today gt ful dressed rehearsal! AHHX!! my leg thn pain larhhx! the Blister!!
haha
go hm do hmwrk..
stupid teacher
other chinese teacher only give for refrence yet u give for hmwrk!
STUPID!!
haha
jux nw kana scold by my father cz he told me to corl my mum bt i went to do my hmwrk..
he ask my this more important or my mum..
stupid larhhx! i nvr do hmwrk u oso scold! i do oso scold! wat u wan me to do?!

WA! today is another long day!(: wnet out wif them abt 11.30? abt 10.30 thn reach hm.. jux finish studying my maths.. sianx 2moro gt REtest!!
!!
anw .. took some pictures today at buffet tt time
after tt took some pictures at car!(:

WA! today has been a long day!(:
morning i went for tution as per normal
bt after that i wne to junction 8 with my godparents.. we have 'dim tai feng' for our lunch(:
after that we went to the hotel to put their things and we seperated our ways my godmother went to meet her fren while me and godfather went out shopping(:
we went OG blah blah blah..
nw i jux came back frm dinner frm orchidvile .. so damn full sia!(:
haha going out 2moro again with them!(:
and meeting my godparnts fren, Uncle Peter, i dun really recongize him.. he is bring his family along.. hope he gt a handsome son!!(: haha jux kidding..
well i nid to slp as 2moro gt to wake up early!(:
will be posting soon!(:
Nites everyone!(:

YESS!!! cnt wait for 2moro!!(: my godparents are coming!! HAHA!!
lol i went heywire.. ps arhhx
Sianx monday gt FULL DRESSES rehearsal mean mux wear court shoe!
EEK!! IT HURT MAN!! bt i still cn run on it!(: haha
nth much to post today..
byes
(:
will be posting 2moro!(:

well im posting!(: haha!(: so bored! nt in the mood to do hmwrks! go sch copy 2moro!(: haha ps arhhx iskan.. bt thxs anw!(:
gonna met sham 2moro at mac.. idk wat to talk sia.. haix..
pekchek! hah(: im kinda crazy this days!(: so it wont be weird seeing me keep laughing or saying haha
well it all for today!(:
byes!(:

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haha u guys fell for the last 3 posts?
haha i was jux kidding man!
haha!! anw nid go do hmwrks.. other thn update(: byes(:

i think im too foolish.. im cnt forget you.. my mind is like full of u? i noe u are this kind of guy tt once break wont patch.. tt mean im hopeless.. bt if could happen i wont doubt u anymore.. i will totally trust you.. bt is hard..

Labels: Wish u cn give me another chance

maybe i shouldnt have request to break.. i really regret it bt idk why.. haix.. idk wat waz i doing..
until i swend the msg to you.. i really really regret it!

Labels: After you left, it ain't the same

I finally get it.. u have been playing wif me all along.. u treated me like a toy .. when u are frenn jux msg me.. when u are nt free or watever.. u jux throw me aside.. u shld have told me earlier.. bt better late thn nth.. i really dk wat to do.. i ask u for ir.. bt i regret it.. bt is gonna happen sonner or later.. hated guys who treat girl like their playtoys!

Labels: After you left, it ain't the same

So bored rite nw.. raining day? haix sianx.. today went to east coast!(: went cycling.. 10 am come back hm.. listening to music while posting? so bored.. jux edit one of my pictures.. it sux! bt i jux upload it!(: haha(: byes will post again ltr(: or maybe 2moro? haha byes(:

Why does the girls have to be the guys playtoy? sumtime im really dun understand tt.. wat so fun abt playing a girl and end up getting her hurt while the guy is ther flirting with another girl?

Fedup wif my teachers sia! yesterday say we are resevere! FEDUP SIA! we waste our time for rehearsal! we cn spend tt time studying.. PEKCHEK SIA! anw.. thxs jeremy for being there when i needed someone to talk to.. i dun dare to tell him anythings abt my problems... rite nw he hardly reply all my msgs.. thn y for.. haix.. PISS OFF WITH ALL THE PROBS

FCK sia.. jux only when out to get something frm my fren.. she was late thn of cz i have to wait rite?! u cnt wan me to walk away rite?!.. u old so wat?! why always she gt the right to control me? she like jux 3 years older thn me! she go out herslef say take things frm her fren.. always come back half an hr ltr lorhhx! so damn unfair sia! she dun noe wat it is to feel being control by a 3 year older girl..

sianx! today the toopid science practical! think im gonna fail.. watever.. This wk and next wk alot of tests sia! geog,maths.. more .. no time for another thinks sia..
i really doubt u alot! I really dk wat to do.. my study is goin down.. my mind is full of u ..